Monday, November 17, 2008
{ 5:31 AM }
I was silently sitting in de dark hearing dat song whispering in ma ears.I took a deep breath n i told maself,stop thingking abt hym.I just can't.I can't run away from this feelings.I'm still in lurv wit hym.But wen i sit n think again bout the wrongdoings,i felt lyk killin hym.Felt lyk stranggling hym to death.I haf ma lurv ones who never fail to make me smile again n again but it seems lyk,it dosen't work.3 yrs down de road n i've seen different groups of ppl.But yet,no one can ever replace hym.I'm wishing for one thing everydae before i shut ma eyes to bed,a wish to have hym back into ma lyf which i noe it wouldn't come true.Im afraid to be with other guys,to afraid to be hurt again.Dearest have alwaes been advicing me not to get close to hym,not to even remember hym but all those things can be done only when i'm too engrosed with work or i'm chillin with dearest.I haf to move on and i noe i can.Its just that de right tym is not nw.I gotto do tys.
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